I never ask anyone to get out of my life, they will eventually leave when they want to. I never ask anyone to get out of my way, whenever I meet them on the street, by chances, as we all know, all of those choices, they are made by us, and they are on us. Walk away like a stranger, or simply say hi bye, or, have a talk at coffee shop, there are so many possibilities that you could think of. What should be my choice then?
Today, one of my friends which are on a trip asks for my address, as she’s going to send a postcard to me. I felt so warm-hearted that she still remembers me, for we just became friend last few months and the fact that we have complete our study! How sweet is that! For me, it’s kinda motivating, when you know there’s still someone be there for you when you need them. Back to the day when I’m enduring the hardship of life, I thought I have had enough of all this, I thought I would drown, but someone saved me. She always said that’s not a big deal, she is just doing what a friend would do, but to me, that time a helpless weeping poor thing, a little care means a whole lot. I felt so thankful that she is my friend, and I can’t imagine those days if she didn’t came near.
Some people are inspiring and heart-melting, you could learn something from them, and most importantly, they help you to be truly yourself, and essential for a better you. With them, you don’t have to hide your true shape, as if that would make somebody feeling uneasy or nasty. With them, you can always feel. I remember how I feel when someone bought me a smiling chocolate bun, and I will never forget the taste of the hot bun, it’s like a healing potion in the hell. Some people are caring. They hear your whisper, your grunts, and your cries. They ask you for Somersby and yet blame nothing when they have to send a drunken mad woman back to her hostel.
There are times when you feel hard to tell anyone about your hard time, because you think they were never been in the same situation, therefore they won’t understand how you feels. And somehow, you feel embarrassed. That’s why I know that getting drunk is such a perfect condition for me to tell the truth, but I try hard to avoid it from happening, always. Have you ever been relying on somebody that promises you with something precious, but with only desperate comes into your way in the end? Now I know, promises don’t worth a penny, because it’s simply talking. Here comes to what I always said, there’s no excuses when it comes to love. Never give up on someone who loves you, and never give up the whole world for someone who doesn’t love you. It’s fair and square. I’m so blessed to be loved, goodnight, the world.
