i should make myself calm down...my god...everytime after watching movie then i'll be like that...and i just can't sit still on the chair! I need a walk in my room, and bring my breathing back to normal. Last time i think is about one month ago, I watched 'Titanic' again...and that's the 4th time I watch it....and oh my, the result is all the same for these 4 times....my tears rolling down and running nose just like a non-stop flowing tap...with great potential energy...and wow...for this time is the another gathering for Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet in the movie 'The Revolutionary Road', fortunately I didn't cry...or weeping...just that I felt really uneasy...and the feelings of...i dunno how to describe...but I'm shivering throughout the whole movie, and I felt myself is going to faint...oh my oh my...
actually i dunno how to start...erm...but Leo and kate are just too amazing! Initially I expect the film to be a comedy, but then only I realize that my hypothesis is totally wrong. What a sad movie and sad ending! I expect them to be get along again, but then April died! I dunno whether this is true, becoz there's no obvious sentences saying that she is died...but i guess she may have die...from the look on Leo's face after hearing from a doctor, and from the way he ran all along the street i guess i know what happened edy...i didn't expect the ending to be like this...and i felt myself cold now...
well...there're many argue scenes in this film, and three quarter of them are the argue between Leo and Kate...no no no...actually is between Frank and April...what about arguing with a big man? All i saw is that Frank don't even understand what April thinking of...and...i felt a kind of sympathy for April...the day when she is going to take off her child herself...She said morning to Frank...made breakfast for him...smiling at him while hearing his explanation...help him to tidy up his tie...even though they had a big argue last night...all that happened so accidentally and suddenly...and i guess something is wrong with April...after Frank gone to work, she broke down and cry finally...and that i know what will happen next...she bring two towels and laid them onto the floor of the bathroom...and she shut the door...i wonder if she really make up her mind of taking off her child...but then i saw blood dropping on the floor and...the red stain grew bigger and bigger behind her skirt...and that time...i couldn't speak...i just kept on uttering:"oh my~oh my~"...to my shock...she finally did that...and she is such a brave woman! Throughout this whole movie, I found one of her obvious character, that is, brave...she dare to act according to what she had once said before...she really meant it...in this case, i respect her...i do wish i can be just like her...smile to Frank just like nothing happen...do as what she had once said before...but i'm not...i couldn't be like her...most of the time i'm just like a little mouse...
I felt sorry for Frank, too...ya...he had made mistakes...but not all of them...he is such a big man...and April is such a brave decision-maker...this gives hints to the tragedic ending of this film...april is finally on the road of revolution, but meanwhile, she had paid a great price for it...
I still can't get myself calm down...at least right now...i can feel my heart pumping here and there irregularly, and i guess i will suffer from insomnia tonight...with my brain all stuffed with April and Frank...oh my god...
