Starry night
Starry starry night (Vincent)
 
Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer�s day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land
Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they�ll listen now
Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in vincent�s eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists� loving hand
Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they�ll listen now
For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you
Like the strangers that you�ve met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They'�re not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

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i wonder why...a friend of u hate u...and u ask him to delete u since he hate u...and after some time...he apologize to u...n add u as friend again...i felt boring and meaningless with this delete-and-add game...very ridiculous and the situation change in the speed so fast that is out of imagination. I still dun know why...
sometimes it's hard to understand how should i survive in this blemished world...n it doesn't seem that u treat others good, then you'll get the same reward...no~absolutely not...depends on the kind of people u met. And so, with the kind of people as kind and gentle as him, and, with the kind of people as evil and pervert like her, i don't think i can stay in peace, until i leave...
and now, the problem came. He add me as his friend again but then i feel hard to press on 'accept'. Quite hard. I dunno what to do at first, when I saw the friend request last night. The result is, I kept staring at the computer screen for nearly 20 minutes but still can't figure out what to do. Finally, I gave up the war of mind struggling and crept into my warm bedding. Only my pillow and Rocorn can give me the kind of consolation i needed.
Well, you know what's mind-struggling? It's almost like a mentally ill, i think, where u can't bear with the situation anymore and u felt urself broken down. That's exactly what I faced last night, and, there're 2 side of me, giving 2 different directions. The angel said:" well, forget all those unhappiness, and you'll find happiness. You do this for peace, it's not only for ur own good, but also others. Accept~Accept~..." While the evil said:" No~dun gave up ur war spirit so easily. Everyone hav to pay for all the things they've done...no exception. Imagine how he treat u before, becoz of her, and ur suffers. You must revenge, for all the things he've done."

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I felt gald that you showed understanding towards my points.
And, consequently, I feel better now...
But then can't you realise that my smile is just FAKE? and mostly, PRETENDING?
I can't figure it out clearly althought it's profoundly...my feelings...

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No any tradition greeting or opening, I should just straight to the point.
Ya...Even if you punish me for saying unrespectful words to HER...I still have to admit here...I don't like HER. Even though she seems innocent in this whole incident. But overall, SHE won. SHE is the winner, but still I, When I saw her walking and wandering in the classroom, I felt like I'm gong to spit all my breakfast out. When I saw HER face, I felt like I'm getting a 'HEARTBURN'. Well, that seems I have exaggerated the whole story, but that's what I'm thinking of. 
Regarding that comment, erhm...i dunno what are you talking about. There's no point of saying remember me. Remember me for what? For the whole incident? For the entire advices that I had given? Or for the evil spirit and characteristics that I posseses? If that's what you are thinking of, you better forget me then.
I hate to leave in other's memory with evil-imposing character.

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I saw a rotten corpse
on the other side of the road
where the wind blowing vigorously
and the flyers everywhere

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哦~~~老天~~~怜悯我这个可怜的小人物吧~~~
我真的很累~~~不想再继续尴尬的冒险游戏~~~
今天和昨天一样,也是笑疯了~惠凌小小的,废到不行的笑话都能让我笑很久~~~
可是~~~欢笑声后,我只感到无尽的落寞~~~

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唉~各位亲爱的朋友~看来在下要让你们失望了啦~
我之前不是说我的脚伤就快要好了,再过几天就能消肿了吗?
拜托~比登天还难~我的肿块它又越来越大了~~~
最近睡觉也很难~得时常更换姿势,不然的话我的脚还会痛~

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今天是本人重生第一天啦~~~
还以为重生会有多好玩,原来不过如此。。。
我原以为自己看见他的时候会哭,但是好庆幸,没有诶~~~
这么一来,也就失去了我重生的意义。。。

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莉荃,对不起,明明是我自己多事惹的祸,却把你也牵扯进来了。这是我始料未及的事,也不相信它会发生,但是命运总爱跟我开玩笑。
事实上,他并没有怪你,应该说,由始至终,他并不认为这是你的错,他只是在怪我。
我几乎可以肯定他把我也删除了。如果我过于肯定,那只会让我更确定他在骗我。
相信我~那天他什么都说了,也说得很清楚~

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我的脚伤好得差不多了,终于能像正常人一样走路了,相信再过一两天,就能完全消肿了~~~
当然啦~要谢谢很多朋友~莉荃,惠凌,思倩,还有其他三个美女~~~还有世杰,Hazel~~~哈哈~~你们的慰问和关心我都收到了~~~不胜感激!!!
对了~思倩~你的facial bar很好用哦~我现在知道该怎么拿捏肥皂的份量了,也慢慢看出效果了,希望如果还有机会,一个月后能和莉荃一起见证神奇效果~~~

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带着绝望的心情打开评语箱,看见的依旧是让人绝望的内容~我又哭了~是第四次~
到头来你还是选择了不相信我~对,我下贱,我卑鄙,我庸人自扰,我多事~随便你怎么想~很好,你总算作了个明智的决定~也让我清楚意识到自己该怎么做了~
之前我很矛盾,真心把你当朋友,可你把什么都推翻了~莉荃之前怎么对你难道你都忘得一干二净了吗?既然你可以做到对她毫不留情,那我算是什么?
自尊啊~可怜的自尊!你有自尊难道我就没有吗?想想看你今早做的英雄事,哇~你把那个坏人逼到了墙角,在人前攻击她,把她给吓哭了,丝毫自尊都不留给她,让她一个人在背后哭泣,强颜欢笑,假装什么事都没发生。还让那坏人伤心哭泣了整个下午,没有食欲,没有心情~

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Fine...Nice...now you did that on me...spranking all the chairs to my way...so now you and me have to make a decision now...either you delete me or i delete you...That's nothing to do with still including me in your friend list but you hate me...you may have been blocked me, either, but there's no use of remain me in your friend list since that I'm such a evil spirit. So please delete me...
Since you had already did that on li quan, you would not hesitate to delete me as well...you want to treat us like a betrayer, like a terriorist or whatever evil character it's ok, I won't bother it anymore...just think back how li quan treat you before, and you'll know that you are such a fool.
So, come on...just one tiny button, and you'll get away from all those annoying people like me...if u still haven't delete me as late as 8pm tonight, I'll take my self initiative to delete you...that's all...
 

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