The Final Detail

明天就是死期了！！！！！！！！！！！！！

很怕很怕~~~怕怕~~~~~~~~

我好可怜~~K书K到更年期发作~就连我的小抱抱也被当成出气筒~唉~

好想就这样把所有的参考资料从19楼的窗口扔下去，对着天空乱喊STPM是个烂考试~~~

没办法啦~学生也是人，人却不是机器，机器也会有故障的时候，当然人嘛~总得找些消遣来调剂调剂心情~

所以。。。我去找漫画来看~无意间让我在王德志的漫画部落格找到这样的理论~标题是：为什么学生考试会不及格~

《洛神赋》曹植/曹子建

    黄初三年，余朝京师，还济洛川。古人有言：“斯水之神，名曰宓妃。”感宋玉对楚王神女之事，遂作斯赋。其辞曰：

好友与男友又吵架了~多事之秋

上回才说妒忌可以害死人~这回可有证据了~

我了解~妒嫉在情侣间是很平常的事~但是先生，请别对号入座！！！

你该知道~你正怀疑一个对你毫无丝毫威胁的人（我是说感情上）~

我知道妒嫉可以让一个人失去理智~但不至于让你的分析能力也瓦解了吧？

口不依心，心不从口，则言不由衷。

不假思索，不计前嫌，大错已成。

花开花落，终有时；

缘起缘灭，无了期。

Super super recommended...new book on store

this is weird, weird for me as most of the times when i read books, i did flip to the last page and see what happen at the end...but this time no...this rarely happen...haha...so i hold on until the last page...

btw, this is an outstanding book! fanstatic plot, and i like what he talks about in the books. Too many truth inside that many don't knows, including me lah...althought i think i knew a lot about the history of Jews, and some general knowledge on world war II, still i amazed with the parts in darkness that i don't even know...well...if US did really support the massive murder of Jews, wow...i can't imagine that...but now other than israel, most of the Jews live in US...althought their popularity less than 4% of the total residents in US...and most of the money of US people are in their pockets...this is funny...but they are incredibly clever and this enable thm to success in business.

The main topic is here: the medical scandals of hospitals and all other associations that related to 'cancer'. More and more people suffers from cancer now, and as we know, the most effective treatment is by using radiotherapy rite? But actually it's not the best way. Yes, radiotherapy manage to kill some of the cancerous cells, but sometimes they may strike wrong target: a normal and good cell. And, patients may suffers from side effects. Actually there is other way to cure and stop cancer, is by consuming almonds. This is the best, natural way. Sounds silly? But i'm telling the trth, just like what the author trying to tell. Almonds have an element inside, we called it as extract, who rich in B17, that's a kind of Vitamin B that good for your health. Even though you're a lucky man who didn't get cancer, but if you taking almonds as vitamins oftenly, you can be 100% away from cancer. Study have shown that almonds are able to prevent cancer, stop cancerous cells from further developement and make you stay healthy. But this results has been hide from all the people for as long as 40 years. Some noble scientists and doctors revealed a bit about the effectiveness of almonds as an ailments for cancer but most of the cancer-related association in US denied this study. They even spread the news that almonds have a kind of poisonous substances inside and make almonds as one of the illegal products in US, so that people won't believe it. Why they act so cruel on their people? Is this a way of killing them? no...but if they approve the study, they can get nothing. Almonds is a natural food, if they said almonds can cure cancer, what will people do? They will certainly go to supermarket and take a full load of trolley with almonds and then say goodbye forever to the radiotherapy treatment. If this happen, I'm sure most of the doctors suddenly grumble:"oh...why my income getting lower and lower?" and the hospitals can gulung tikar edy...if u still asking why...u hv to know that hospitals spend millions of dollars on the equipment of radiotherapy every year, do they willing to see no even one patients is coming over for a treatment? So do the cancer-related association, if everyone consume almonds, no cancer at all in this world, do you think they as a cancer-protecting and fund units can still survive? surely no...so they unite and did something...

I love the storyline and really hope more books like this coming up soon...

yup...just like what the title said, it's unbelievable and out of imagination, even myself also can't believe in this. After i reached GK house and can feel my soft pillows on my bed, i still can't stop thinking of that. How could that happened? How did it happened? i was like 'wow~i did it.' ya...today i had made something stupid yet heroic decision...i decided to come back to GK by myself. OMG~so shock rite? A girl like me that's timid enough and have no concept in Genting Highlands's geographical sites since she only been went there once, when she was 7...i know this's embarrasing for a newcomer to Genting but I have no choice...i only know that i have to...i must do so...for the god's sack.

Initially i decided to follow their step, that's just be in a small room with them...6 of them...but then when i first walked into their room, i feel like wanna screamed out...OMG...6 of them with boys and girls altogether, limits themselves on 3 single beds lying narrowly on the floor, and that's what i called a slumdog...well...i can't really accept this...and btw, the condition will become even worst when 3 of us join in...wow~the room is just too small for the 4th bed...even though they have a space for the 4th bed, i think this is still uncomfortable for all of us also...my god...you guys said want to have a fun trip here and one more, celebrate someone birthday for him, but now 6 of u fills in a small room, and you let the 'bithday man' to just lying on one of the bed of 3 beds in the rooms......if i were the 'birthday guy', i refuse to go up to Genting loh~~~=='''...

and then one more thing, that's the MOST IMPORTANT THING: you guys have no schedule. I don't like this kind of trip, u c...i have to meet up wif my parents who will be coming the next day, but u guys was like 'i dunno...c the condition first...' if i follow u gang, but then if all of u said u want to come bek in the evening, then how can i meet up wif my parents at 11 something? i have no choice becoz u guys didn't get the trip planned, and how am i going to follow if i have things to do the next day?

So i went back to KL titiwangsa stesen in bus myself, but with accompanying of Li quan and her boyfriend lah...becoz i didn't even know where's the bus terminal located...=='''...really embarrassing i know...but this is true...so i really appreciate them for taking me walking all the way from Genting Hotel to the bus terminal located at the outermost...they bought tickets for me and then we wave goodbye. Thank you Li quan for your kindness to change your cellphone's battery wif me since my battery ran out of electricity...but the bus came late, so i only managed to get into the bus after one hour of waiting...then the bus straight away heads to Titiwangsa...i leave the bus there and took a taxi back to GK...

Actually i felt a kind of proud for myself, becoz i dare to come back on my own...haha......sounds snobbish but i felt really happy on my journey back to KL...that's a brand new experiences, and that i know the way back edy...hehe...

This morning we followed Quan quan and his bf to Wangsa walk mall after the pa paper...

and we have our breakfast at Octopus Sushi(I forgot the exact name of the shop edy...just remembered Octopus and sushi only ...haha)

The food amazed me! wow~the unangi is just too big for one person and there are white sesame on top of it...hmmm....yummy!!! RM17.90 after discount...i think the food value the price...

We have a walk in popular bookstore, and i bought Shakespeare's tale...it's the book which include almost all the plays written by William Shakespeare! RM13.90...not expensive also...but yesterday i do have a shopping at the MPH in Jaya Jusco and 5 books caught my attention...

恨恨恨，错错错，

狠狠狠，挫挫挫，

痕痕痕，蹉蹉蹉！

全都当局者迷了是不？蔽了你的眼珠子，懵了你的小心窝，招了你的小拳头。 什么都不消说，得了得了，你对你对，我错我错。

一个两个，误会来了就活不了了是不？什么妒嫉妒嫉，什么都是你们瞎说的，星星月亮还是会转哪~

现时人在吉隆坡，心还是在老家~~~~

感动的是，常常惹我生气的妹妹竟然在出发前给我准备了一罐子的薯片让我当零食，而且，那是他平时都不舍得与别人分享的，他的最爱~~~想到这里心就暖暖的，好想哭~~~~~谢谢你！我最亲爱的妹妹~~~~

常常在想，要是当初我没有选择来这里念书，情况就会不一样了，我不会是今天的我。 世事往往很奇怪，命运偏偏爱弄人，一个人的手撑不撑得起整片天空，亦只能看你的造化了， 关键在于，如何让千千万万的人举手给你援助。可我，自叹没这个本事。我现在是孤立无援啊~

想象~可以改变什么吗？没有人把空间留给我，就像是天边一道彩虹，我说好漂亮，那样的真实，你却硬说那是假的，是你一手编造的。那我为何不选择相信自己所看见的呢？我向来最相信自己了不是吗？可是有时候，我选择了怀疑，怀疑我的判断力。因为不相信自己，就更不相信别人了。很乱很乱，理还乱~~~~