Happy Merry Christmas and Happy new year!!!
Ave Maria by David Archuleta, a very inspirational version
...^^
I'm in KL now, with my family, planning to spenf the next day in Malacca...hotel booked ^^...
no way...25th of December, all full...so we hv no choice but to choose the next day, on 26th of December,
but I'm not a christian so nvm...
The hotel is 4-star Avillion Legacy Malacca Hotel, I hope i can take more photo of its beauty then...
纯属无聊记事一篇~~~
如果我没记错的话，今天是星期四了~~~好期待星期一的到来~
当然也期待星期三，因为两个笨蛋妹妹要来陪我叻~~~好开心，因为我实在孤独有一段时日了，现在是半发霉状态，他们不来，我就会死于害怕孤独症候群。。。哈哈
也因为觉得无聊，所以做了一些无聊事
我看见李国荣先生天天写一些有的没的滥调，什么‘手上的伤痕永远比不上心里的痛”，还有什么“我认定了你在我心中永远的位置”，玩兴大起，就尽捣乱,哈哈~~
这是刚刚~~刚刚才发生的事~~~可能早在昨晚就已经发生了，是我刚刚才发现到~~
天哪~怎么办~其中一个王八蛋send friend request给我，我坐着看着她的照片，呆了很久，不知道该怎么做。
这令我想起之前，另一个王八也这样，send 了一个friend request过来，当时我想也不想就按“接受”了。当初是本着“也好”的心态，想着要是日后我写一些奚落他们的话，他们也能看见。
前几天发生的事，她的声音犹如在耳，我当时是伤心透了，做什么都提不起劲，就这样颓废地倒在床上，眯着眼看了一个下午的天花板，就好似一个患了末期癌症的病人，明明一度忘了自己的病，很开心的生活着，突然你的主治医生提醒你，喂~你不是患了癌症吗？怎么还这么高兴？我想是的，我真的病了~~
回归正传，她这么做，我不排除她别有用心，你们会说我太阴谋论了，但事实是，要不是他们，我不会养成这样的心态，是他们告诉我，做人如果一味地相信别人，你的下场就会像我这般，是落魄的。无可否认，她的举动显然引起了我的不安，还有更多的惶恐。这或许就是他们等了很久的好戏吧。
这是我收藏在360doc个人图书馆的一篇转载图形文章~想看看我其他收藏的文章可以来我的个人图书馆哦：http://www.360doc.com/userhome/4920839。我的昵称是小紫笙
现在我们来好好欣赏中华文字的智慧与魅力吧~~~
如果是那四个王八蛋，我就不指名，直接道姓好了，陈、俞、郑、颜~~
请望向你的右手边<----------------------------------------------------------
不过你们放心好了，那首歌会自动播放，无需劳烦你们的玉手，待会儿弄痛了就不好咯~~~~
送上这首歌给你们，
“王八蛋”~~~
天哪~我怎么觉得这首歌是为你们量身订造的呢？
没想到把封闭了很久的伤心事再开封是这么久后的事，也没想到我会比之前更痛苦~~~
到了现在，我还是想问，当初为何要这样对我？我如此小心翼翼地对待你们，换来的却是犹如被玩弄的伤害~~~~
没人能理解我现在的心情，也不期望有人能理解，我只想要你们知道，我自问没有做过任何对不起你们的事，我没错！！！我也要你们知道，你们当初这么对我，我日后就会如何还给你们~~~你们不是不知道，有仇不报非君子！！！！
再回忆起往事，心也很累了，很想就这样把这些倒霉事忘掉，你们的声音却越是挥之不去，我的脑袋像是被轰炸般，散落了一地血肉模糊的碎片。
你们永远都不会理解我的感受，应该说，你们只会在我的背后，施以无声的嘲弄，感叹这个世界上，怎么会有像我这般愚蠢的生物。
疯狂的一天~~~
疯狂在于，我什么都没做~~~
换句话说，是颓废~~说得好听些是颓废，难听的就是窝囊废~~~
通常这些时候，我会开始否定自我存在价值，但是当脑袋命令你做一些东西时，你的心却说：“饶了我吧~~我很累，再说，也没什么火烧眉毛的事。。。”
好啦好啦~~说到底还是我自己懒啦~~实际上我是很想承认的，但是我知道就算承认了，也不会对我现在所作的事产生任何变动，可怜的我就是不想动~~~唉~~~
终于可以好好地休息休息了，几天下来的日子，过的荒唐得很，也很匆忙。
有时惊慌，有时紧张，身心俱疲，现在有时间了，所以决定让自己的心好好放个假~~~
心若倦了，泪也干了，本来是歌词，用在我身上，我觉得是很贴切的。
考试就快结束了，假期快来了，本来就意兴阑珊的我，不知道考试后该去向何方~~~
也在最近几天，才会不断地想着以往不会注意的事，在大家都沉沉入睡的时候，我总是盯着天花板，净想些有的没的~~~
最近没一天早睡，我的皮肤变好差~~~
照了照镜子，天哪~~~回家得把妈妈的保养品系列全用光光~~~~
再加上最近生理期，脸上的痘痘正蠢蠢欲动，搞不好Stpm结束的时候，我才刚变老太婆
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好郁闷啊~不知道要干什么，动笔写的东西是越来越没有内容了，很怕自己是江郎才尽了，我才不要 ><!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
应该不会吧~可能最近考试压力太重了，那些书~
天哪~~~好想哭~~~
考试没考好~~~说中了~~~真是乌鸦嘴~~~
我的情况就是这样=='''...我好可怜~~~
pa考不好就算了~华文也是这样~~~语文知识好难哦~~~~天哪~~~我不敢想象我的分数~~有可能会是个位数吧
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明天就是死期了！！！！！！！！！！！！！
很怕很怕~~~怕怕~~~
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我好可怜~~K书K到更年期发作~就连我的小抱抱也被当成出气筒~唉~
好想就这样把所有的参考资料从19楼的窗口扔下去，对着天空乱喊STPM是个烂考试~~~
没办法啦~学生也是人，人却不是机器，机器也会有故障的时候，当然人嘛~总得找些消遣来调剂调剂心情~
所以。。。我去找漫画来看~无意间让我在王德志的漫画部落格找到这样的理论~标题是：为什么学生考试会不及格~
好友与男友又吵架了~多事之秋
上回才说妒忌可以害死人~这回可有证据了~
我了解~妒嫉在情侣间是很平常的事~但是先生，请别对号入座！！！
你该知道~你正怀疑一个对你毫无丝毫威胁的人（我是说感情上）~
我知道妒嫉可以让一个人失去理智~但不至于让你的分析能力也瓦解了吧？
Super super recommended...new book on store
this is weird, weird for me as most of the times when i read books, i did flip to the last page and see what happen at the end...but this time no...this rarely happen...haha...so i hold on until the last page...
btw, this is an outstanding book! fanstatic plot, and i like what he talks about in the books. Too many truth inside that many don't knows, including me lah...althought i think i knew a lot about the history of Jews, and some general knowledge on world war II, still i amazed with the parts in darkness that i don't even know...well...if US did really support the massive murder of Jews, wow...i can't imagine that...but now other than israel, most of the Jews live in US...althought their popularity less than 4% of the total residents in US...and most of the money of US people are in their pockets...this is funny...but they are incredibly clever and this enable thm to success in business.
The main topic is here: the medical scandals of hospitals and all other associations that related to 'cancer'. More and more people suffers from cancer now, and as we know, the most effective treatment is by using radiotherapy rite? But actually it's not the best way. Yes, radiotherapy manage to kill some of the cancerous cells, but sometimes they may strike wrong target: a normal and good cell. And, patients may suffers from side effects. Actually there is other way to cure and stop cancer, is by consuming almonds. This is the best, natural way. Sounds silly? But i'm telling the trth, just like what the author trying to tell. Almonds have an element inside, we called it as extract, who rich in B17, that's a kind of Vitamin B that good for your health. Even though you're a lucky man who didn't get cancer, but if you taking almonds as vitamins oftenly, you can be 100% away from cancer. Study have shown that almonds are able to prevent cancer, stop cancerous cells from further developement and make you stay healthy. But this results has been hide from all the people for as long as 40 years. Some noble scientists and doctors revealed a bit about the effectiveness of almonds as an ailments for cancer but most of the cancer-related association in US denied this study. They even spread the news that almonds have a kind of poisonous substances inside and make almonds as one of the illegal products in US, so that people won't believe it. Why they act so cruel on their people? Is this a way of killing them? no...but if they approve the study, they can get nothing. Almonds is a natural food, if they said almonds can cure cancer, what will people do? They will certainly go to supermarket and take a full load of trolley with almonds and then say goodbye forever to the radiotherapy treatment. If this happen, I'm sure most of the doctors suddenly grumble:"oh...why my income getting lower and lower?" and the hospitals can gulung tikar edy...if u still asking why...u hv to know that hospitals spend millions of dollars on the equipment of radiotherapy every year, do they willing to see no even one patients is coming over for a treatment? So do the cancer-related association, if everyone consume almonds, no cancer at all in this world, do you think they as a cancer-protecting and fund units can still survive? surely no...so they unite and did something...
I love the storyline and really hope more books like this coming up soon...
yup...just like what the title said, it's unbelievable and out of imagination, even myself also can't believe in this. After i reached GK house and can feel my soft pillows on my bed, i still can't stop thinking of that. How could that happened? How did it happened? i was like 'wow~i did it.' ya...today i had made something stupid yet heroic decision...i decided to come back to GK by myself. 
OMG~so shock rite? A girl like me that's timid enough and have no concept in Genting Highlands's geographical sites since she only been went there once, when she was 7
...i know this's embarrasing for a newcomer to Genting but I have no choice...i only know that i have to...i must do so...for the god's sack.
Initially i decided to follow their step, that's just be in a small room with them...6 of them...but then when i first walked into their room, i feel like wanna screamed out...OMG...6 of them with boys and girls altogether, limits themselves on 3 single beds lying narrowly on the floor, and that's what i called a slumdog...well...i can't really accept this...and btw, the condition will become even worst when 3 of us join in...wow~the room is just too small for the 4th bed...even though they have a space for the 4th bed, i think this is still uncomfortable for all of us also...my god...you guys said want to have a fun trip here and one more, celebrate someone birthday for him, but now 6 of u fills in a small room, and you let the 'bithday man' to just lying on one of the bed of 3 beds in the rooms......if i were the 'birthday guy', i refuse to go up to Genting loh~~~=='''...
and then one more thing, that's the MOST IMPORTANT THING: you guys have no schedule. I don't like this kind of trip, u c...i have to meet up wif my parents who will be coming the next day, but u guys was like 'i dunno...c the condition first...' if i follow u gang, but then if all of u said u want to come bek in the evening, then how can i meet up wif my parents at 11 something? i have no choice becoz u guys didn't get the trip planned, and how am i going to follow if i have things to do the next day?
So i went back to KL titiwangsa stesen in bus myself, but with accompanying of Li quan and her boyfriend lah...becoz i didn't even know where's the bus terminal located...=='''...really embarrassing i know...but this is true...so i really appreciate them for taking me walking all the way from Genting Hotel to the bus terminal located at the outermost...they bought tickets for me and then we wave goodbye. Thank you Li quan for your kindness to change your cellphone's battery wif me since my battery ran out of electricity...but the bus came late, so i only managed to get into the bus after one hour of waiting...then the bus straight away heads to Titiwangsa...i leave the bus there and took a taxi back to GK...
Actually i felt a kind of proud for myself, becoz i dare to come back on my own...haha......sounds snobbish but i felt really happy on my journey back to KL...that's a brand new experiences, and that i know the way back edy...hehe...
This morning we followed Quan quan and his bf to Wangsa walk mall after the pa paper...
and we have our breakfast at Octopus Sushi(I forgot the exact name of the shop edy...just remembered Octopus and sushi only ...haha)
The food amazed me! wow~the unangi is just too big for one person and there are white sesame on top of it...hmmm....yummy!!! RM17.90 after discount...i think the food value the price...
We have a walk in popular bookstore, and i bought Shakespeare's tale...it's the book which include almost all the plays written by William Shakespeare! RM13.90...not expensive also...but yesterday i do have a shopping at the MPH in Jaya Jusco and 5 books caught my attention...
恨恨恨，错错错，
狠狠狠，挫挫挫，
痕痕痕，蹉蹉蹉！
全都当局者迷了是不？蔽了你的眼珠子，懵了你的小心窝，招了你的小拳头。 什么都不消说，得了得了，你对你对，我错我错。
一个两个，误会来了就活不了了是不？什么妒嫉妒嫉，什么都是你们瞎说的，星星月亮还是会转哪~
现时人在吉隆坡，心还是在老家~~~~
感动的是，常常惹我生气的妹妹竟然在出发前给我准备了一罐子的薯片让我当零食，而且，那是他平时都不舍得与别人分享的，他的最爱~~~想到这里心就暖暖的，好想哭~~~~~谢谢你！我最亲爱的妹妹~~~~
常常在想，要是当初我没有选择来这里念书，情况就会不一样了，我不会是今天的我。 世事往往很奇怪，命运偏偏爱弄人，一个人的手撑不撑得起整片天空，亦只能看你的造化了， 关键在于，如何让千千万万的人举手给你援助。可我，自叹没这个本事。我现在是孤立无援啊~
想象~可以改变什么吗？没有人把空间留给我，就像是天边一道彩虹，我说好漂亮，那样的真实，你却硬说那是假的，是你一手编造的。那我为何不选择相信自己所看见的呢？我向来最相信自己了不是吗？可是有时候，我选择了怀疑，怀疑我的判断力。因为不相信自己，就更不相信别人了。很乱很乱，理还乱~~~~
